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Saturday, December 30, 2006 11:34 AM


She speaks
tis poem was taken from one of a Korean drama tat im currently watching..'Wedding'..tis poem is said to be used during proposal time..hha..not tat im thinking abt marrying jz i tihnk its kinda sweet...so here it goes..

When the sunlight touches the ground,
I miss you
When the shadow of the moonlight slowly climbs up,
I miss you
When the dust finally settles down,
I'd see you

Meeting in the deep night,
I still can see your shadow,
When the waves crash,
I hear your voice
As everyone falls asleep in the midst of quiet forest,
I hear your voice

No matter how far,
I'd be by your side
You'd be by my side
When the sun sets and the stars shine.

Ah...If only you're by my side.

heh....kinda sweet....lol...so peeps..use tis poem when ur proposing...wahahhaah...


Friday, December 29, 2006 9:14 PM


She speaks
ytd we had our last cg of the sem n year....how sad..
but oh well..it ended well...wiffff eating ba kut teh..


n plying pool...yayness...


noobs all pying..but we had fun..hehe..yay..

pro.....noob...noob...ngek ngek ngek


8:54 PM
FuNNy HoW~~!!


She speaks
funny how when the sun is up in the sky u still wanna sleep
but when the moon is up in the sky u still wanna stay awake.

funny how when u cant tok properly to the guy u like
but can tok properly to the guy tat u jz treat as a fren.

funny how u care so much abt watever his thinking abt u
but dun bother wat other ppl thinks abt u.

funny how u try to get their attention
but dun care abt other things tats happening arnd u.

funny how im blogging tis stupid thing
but not studying......


5:09 PM


She speaks
argh..my fon is giving me a headache..
the screen is like like kena rasuk ni..
sumtimes the screen is moving from left to right n top to bottom
sumtimes it goes black or white...
argh...
wanna change fonn...ngek ngek ngek..
called dad n told him...
well....as usual tell him oso he can t do nething rite?
buy new fon???*big big eye (act cute)*
haha..nah....my dad no money d..hav to pay for the new hse..
so..aih...hail technologies lah..stupid technologies..
use my money????hehe...my money is my dads money so no point..
aihhh..wanna get new fonnn...im soooo obssesed wif fon like forever..
nvr will i b satisfied wif my fons....aihhh......
how la..
ne1 care to buy me a new fonnn????hehe..puezzzzz..lol


Thursday, December 28, 2006 2:50 PM


She speaks
im bored im bored im freaking boredddddd!!!
huuhuu......
wanna tok.............but den..better not..
aih...

im so dead bored....no mood to studyy...
helppp~~!!


Tuesday, December 26, 2006 12:23 PM


She speaks
im back in mlk....n im missing my home in pg d...actually..im missing my room...ngek ngek ngek...here a pic....

tats my bed, my big,huge wardrobe, the dresses,the door to my very own toilet n the door to my very own balcony.....

u guys must be wondering i got a huge room rite??actually its the master bedroom...i rampas from my parents..ngek ngek..yea rite...no la..im a good girl k..haha....the reason is coz my dad cant climb up the stairs..will b kinda troublesum for him..so he took the bottom room n me n elys took the masterbedroom....ngek ngek ngek..n im missing it d..sobsobs...well..miss my parents oso lah...hahahaha......aihhh...

finals...next week...GG


Thursday, December 21, 2006 11:57 PM


She speaks
its 12am on fri...
im coming home...
to pg...
but sadly not to the old hse but new hse..
yipeeness..but sadness...
cant get to meet my frens nemore on the island..
but got a new hse which is nice..
but...aih..........nvm lah...
im comin home tats it...

aih...
its nearly christmas....
wat do i wan for christmas??
i wanna say...
but..it still hav to wait....
i.........:(


Monday, December 18, 2006 5:50 PM


She speaks

n the day has arrived...our cantata to be presented in public at Dataran Pahlawan..n it was an amazing experience...lets jz let the pictures speak for itself...(click the pics for bigger view)

before our presentation...the girls..make uping..guys..erm..paisui??hehe...

a wonderful dance...Reen n Kok Pin dance to the song Not That Far from Bethelem..beautiful dance..

PG165...gd band...the lead guitarist did sum stunts...nice..haha..

the ppls...wif PG165 n sum other ppl tat make tis event alive..hehe...


n Mark..the director of tis whole cantata..Gd job..hehe

and everything jz coouldnt get enuff...we got n invitation from one of the workers in Hotel Puri to perform at tat nite itself..since its still early y not..we even got free 'food'..heh..well..im still hadn't had enuff..so..off we go...after singing n 'filling' our tummy wif food we were told tat we were to sign at Calanthe...n woah...k...tats interesting...Calanthe is a hmm wat will dey call it...a coffee shop which have alot of other nice food..hehe...on the way dere felt like my leg wanna break d...aihh..so cham...dahla wear high heels..but all the sake to sing carols n blessed the ppl..but oh well..i had fun..hehe

carols at Hotel Puri n Calanthe..there were birds flying around us in Hotel Puri..n it was beautiful but yet scary if u noe wat i mean lah..hehe

n so..the nite ended wif all of us went to eat our supper at Infasha....overall..had a very very great day on the 17th of Dec...n thx for making me happy...heh...

will stay as a memory...


Saturday, December 16, 2006 12:31 PM


She speaks
aih..ytd was very very very hectic......super tired sial...
one of the worst day of my life...
slept late the nite b4 n had to wake up early the next day..
had class till 12 den went for prayer at 1.15pm..
after prayer went straight to mp to shop..
shop till nearly 6..bought a kinda nice top..hehe...from F.O.S.

den went home jz in time to sleep for a few mins but still not enuff...
n guess wat..got a call from my group mates den our asg did all wrong n hav to redo everything!!..
argh....n its like...where got time.....ish....worry worry worry....
but watever la... wake up n get rdy for cantata prac nia ler....
aih......went thru the whole thing...so far ok lor...
but theres still room for improvement...
but...its on Sun d....n no more prac......yikesss!!..
hope everything will go smoothly on Sun....aihhh

after cantata prac...when for church prac at 1am....1AM u noeeee.....
dahla super tired....but den still sing lah...
halfway can sleep oso..ngek ngek...
reach home arnd 3am...straight pom* on the bed liao....

woke up jz now arnd 10.30am....aih..still sleepy..yawn**..
haha..my asg was to summarize 4000 words..but divide it among groupmates..
so i hav to summarize 1000 words...
too lazy to do it i jz use microsoft word...ngek ngek..
alter here n there n sendd...haha..n i finish my summary liao..
woohooo!!~~~...
dun care d..lazy wanna do nething..

hectic hectic week....
hate 2nd sem......


Wednesday, December 13, 2006 5:49 PM


She speaks
new look for my bloggie...how izzit???plain??previous one nicer or now???giv opinions plssssssssss!!!!


Tuesday, December 12, 2006 11:38 PM
Thinks~~


She speaks
hmmm..was wondering...
wat if u think but den wat u think its not wat u think..
but sumhow u hope tat wat u think is real..
but u scared oso tat wat u think is wrong...
isn't it same as the above???
lol..well...jz thinking lor....
:S


Monday, December 11, 2006 7:27 PM


She speaks
me..n my new hairstlye....luv tis pic so post up nia..hehe....cute not??muahaha..jkjk


Sunday, December 10, 2006 11:00 PM
Christmas~!~!


She speaks
Christmas...
one of the celebration tat every1 is looking forward in every yr
where we can buy presents n get presents..or jz have a great holiday wif the family..
but.....
wat do we noe abt christmas?
izzit abt getting gifts? christmas trees?toys?

or izzit abt the most important person tat gave His life for us?
25th Dec..the day tat Jesus was born...
a man..came to earth just to saved us...by dying on the cross for us..
shed his blood for our sins...

christmas isnt abt gifts..or toys...or sweets..or christmas tree...

Christmas is abt to remember the birth of the one n only child of God...JESUS...

Christmas is Christ-the 'mas' does not belong dere...

For God so loved the world tat he gave he one n only son n any1 who believes in Him shall not perish but hav eternal life..

God loves u and no one can take his love away from u...

Do you want to give God a gift tis yr?
Give Him your heart..Tat's all tat he wants...

a song...for u guys..jz look at the lyrics...n think...

Before the world began
You were on His mind
And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Come to the Father
Though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives
He will take them all
The power of the Word
The power of His blood
Everything was done
So you would come



Saturday, December 09, 2006 12:22 PM


She speaks
n im free~~~~~~~~!!!!!..
midterm finish d....
overall ok onie lor..can do..
hope results all pass..hehe..
finals will b in 4 weeks time...aih...

jz came back from 'shopping'..
bought stuff for Huge Camp..
aih....sien...


........................dunno wat to blog d ler...sorry no pics...
like i said aint gonna post pics till my hair grows...hahahah


Thursday, December 07, 2006 12:51 PM


She speaks
when i woke up tis mornin..
felt so tired...tired of everything..
studies...not really..but exams comin n i haven finish studying..
disaster...so few chapters but its like dunno how many pages..
n presentation is next week...due date for assigments is also next week..
cantata is also next week..GG laaa....gonna die liao...
also...tired of waiting....dunno when will it be spoken out..
i jz hope i'll manage my time properly n i wont get stress out n faint...hehe
n giv me strength...its been a hard week...huuhuu


Wednesday, December 06, 2006 6:34 PM
HaPPy BurFdaY PaPa!!!~~


She speaks
wanna giv a shout out to the person tat took good care of me n my sistas..
love us equally...i think..hehe..
teach us the right from wrongs..
wack us when we r notti..
a very intelligent man..
gd n loving father n hubby..
a guy tat nvr gave up..
sumtimes kedekut but got reasons oso lah..haha..
a generous man oso..
good cook..the best food ever tasted...
n a handsome man oso..hahah



HAPPY 49th BURFDAY PAPA~!!~~!!~~LUV YA LOTS.....stay cool n handsome nah..old d but still got looks...we luv yaaaa..muackxxxxxx


Monday, December 04, 2006 9:21 PM


She speaks


teeheeeheee...

i guess...i'll be up on my feet again..
heh...


11:35 AM
A touching story..


She speaks
Sarah was a cheerleader on the
team
and had everything she ever wanted.
Until one day... her life crashed.

Mom: Wake up honey. Michael's
downstairs waiting for you.
Sarah: Oh my gosh. I woke up too late!
I still need a shower and everything!

Right when she said that Michael
walked into her room smiling from ear
to ear.

Michael: No baby. You're beautiful
just like that- now come on, I'm
starving.

Sarah: Okay.

Sarah got out of bed, put on some
clothes, took his hand, and walked out
the door to his car and got in.

Sarah: Where are we going? Remember
that I have to be home by 1. I have
cheerleading practice and you have
football.

Michael: I know..

Then Sarah noticed that Michael was
really pale-looking.

Sarah: Michael are you feeling okay?
You look like you're sick..

Michael: Yeah; it's just my allergies.

Sarah: Are you sure? Did you go to the
doctor yet?

Michael: Yeah.. I went yesterday. They
just said to take some allergy pills
and that I'll be okay.

Sarah turned to look away from Michael.
She knew there was something wrong.
She has allergies and she doesn't look
like that.
Then he reached out and held her hand.

Sarah: Michael your hands are so cold.
I dont think you're okay tell me
what's really wrong.. do we need to go
back to the house?

Michael: I promise you baby;
everything is okay.. they told me to
go back tomorrow but I'm not going
because there's nothing wrong with me.

Sarah: Michael you need to go! If they
told you to then there is something
wrong!

Michael let go of her hand and turned
back to the road and didn't talk to
her the rest of the way.
Sarah just looked at him.
They finally pullled up to the
resturaunt and ate breakfast.

Michael: Did you bring your
cheerleading stuff or do we have to go
back to your house to get it?

Sarah: I have it.. do you really think
you should go to football practice
like that ?

Michael: Yes Sarah. I'm fine.

Sarah: If you say so..

Michael: Sarah, baby, would I lie to
you?

Sarah: No...

They got back in the car and went to
the field.
They got out and started practice.
Sarah was practicing a new cheer, but
then out of no where she heard a boy
yell,

"HE'S NOT MOVING SOMEONE CALL 911!
HELP COACH!"

Right when she heard that she turned
around and saw Michael on the ground
just laying there, not moving.
She ran to him but her dad pushed her
back.

Dad: No honey. You shouldn't be right
here.

Sarah started to cry.

Sarah: Daddy. What happened? Is he
okay?

Dad: Honey. Please just go back with
your coach.

Sarah walked back and sat on the bench
with her head in her hands while an
ambulance came and took him away.
She got in the car with her dad and
they went to the hospital.
When they got there his mom was
already there and talking to the
doctor.
They walked over and listened...

Doctor: You may want to sit down for
this.

Michaels Mom: Is he okay?

Doctor: Ma'am.. your son has lukiemia.
We can put him on treatments, but he
might not make it because the cancer
has already spread too much.

Sarah was shocked and began to cry on
here dads shoulder.

Michaels Mom: Treatments?

Doctor: Well the treatments would
cause hair loss... but it will help
slow the cancer down.

Michaels Mom: But he's certain to die?

Doctor: Yes.. but we have had this
surgery to clear out the clogs.. but
it's possible that he will not make it.

Michaels Mom: I will have to talk to
him about this. Can we see him now?

Doctor: Yes. One at a time though.

Michaels mom looked over at Sarah and
hugged her tight she knew that Sarah
loved him with all her heart.

Michaels Mom: You go first sweetheart.

Sarah: Are you sure?

Michael's Mom: Yes honey.

Sarah walked slowly to his room and
turned the knob.
She just stood there, looking at him
lying there weak.
He was so pale and he had tubes
surrounding him.
It was painful for her to look at him.
Michael looked at her and weakly
smiled at her.
She went over and kneeled down beside
him.

Michael: Did they already tell you?

Sarah: Yes...

Michael: I'm sorry Sarah. I didn't
want you to find out like this.

Sarah: It's okay; I understand Michael.

Michael: Baby I love you so much.

Michael reached up and slowly ran his
fingers through her hair.

Sarah: I love you too Michael. With
all my heart.. and I will be here for
you 'till the end.
Michael: Im going to be okay Sarah.

The nurse walked in with Michaels mom.

Nurse: Its her turn now.

Michael looked at Sarah.

Michael: Bye baby.
Sarah: Bye.

Sarah kneeled down and softly kissed
his cold lips.

Months went by and Michael lost his
hair, but they were still deeply in
love and Sarah was by him everyday.
Michael was getting worse to where he
couldn't even play football, and the
championship game was coming up.

Michael was sitting on Sarah's porch
with her and her dad.

Michael: Coach.. I wanna play tomorrow.

Dad: Michael I know you do.. but I
can't let you do that.. you'll get
hurt.

Michael: No, coach. Please. This might
be the last time on the field for me.
I want to be able to play one more
time.

Dad looked at Michael and then at
Sarah.
Sarah nodded her head.

Dad: You're a strong boy, Michael, and
very brave. I think we can do this.

Michael: Thank you so much coach.

Sarahs dad nodded his head.

Dad: So what are you two doing tonight?

Michael: I wanna show Sarah something
if that's okay.

Dad: Of course; you two be careful.

Michael took Sarah's hand and lead her
to his car.
It was completely dark outside when
they pulled up to the football field.

Sarah: What are we doing here?

Michael: Follow me.

Michael grabbed a blanket and laid it
down onto the field.
They both laid there looking at the
stars.

Sarah: This is so beautiful.

Michael: I do this often. I wanted to
show you the place I love.

Sarah: Do you remember the flowers you
gave me on our very first date?

Michael: Sure I do; I gave you
lillies; your favorite.

Sarah: Yeah... I'll never forget that
day.

Michael: I want you to always remember
something Sarah.

Sarah: What is it?

Michael: I will always be with you..
and I will always love you.. you're my
one and only..

Sarah started tearing.

Sarah: I love you so much, Michael.

Michael: And I also want you to be
happy.. I want you to marry someone,
have kids, make a family, just live a
happy life for me.

Sarah: No. I will never marry anyone..
im marrying you Michael

Michael: Just don't forget what I told
you.

Michael leaned in and kissed her.
She pushed him off and jumped up

Sarah: You still think you can catch
me?

Michael: Oh yeah. I'm stronger than I
look.

Sarah: Then come get me.

Michael stood up and chaised her
around the football feild until he
finally caught her.
He laid on top of her and put her
hands behind her back and held her
there so she couldn't move.
Then it started to rain and they were
getting soaked but they didn't care.

Michael looked deep into her eyes.

Michael: Who's the weak one now huh?

Sarah: Me (she giggled)

Michael: Remember what you told me
that night when we were at dinner?

Sarah: No.. what?

Michael: You have always wanted to
kiss in the rain with the one you love.

Sarah: Yeah?

Michael: Well your wish is my comand.

Michael leaned down and kissed her
deeply.
He pulled away.

Michael: You're so beautiful.

Sarah: You're such a good kisser. (she
laughed.. so did he)

Michael: I better get you home.

They got into the car and went home.
It was hard for them to sleep that
night but they did.
It was finally the big day and they
were all at the football field.
Michael had on all his football gear,
and Sarah was ready to cheer him on.
The game began.
The crowd was going wild for Michael
while Sarah was cheering her heart out
for him.
The score was 36 to 36.
All they had to do was make one more
point and they would win.
Michael had the ball and ran with all
he had to the touchdown line and threw
the ball down.
He had made a touch down!
Everyone was cheering.
They had won the game!
But for Michael.. he may have lost his
life.
He fell to the ground trying to catch
his breath.
Sarah ran to him and kneeled down over
him.
He looked up at her gasping for breath.
Everyone was heading to field.
Her dad stood infront of them.

Dad: Back away.. give them a moment
please.. that's my daughter's love.

Michael gently raised his hand and
whiped her tears away.

Sarah: Don't die Michael.. I need
you.. I love you..

Michael: I told you this was my dream
to win the championship.. to be in the
big game.. to die on this feild.. I
made history.

Sarah leaned down and kissed him,
knowing this was the last she would
ever kiss him, the last time she would
ever talk to him.
She had so much to say but had no time
to say it.

Michael: I love you baby. Tell Mom I
love her too.. and tell coach thank
you.

Sarah: I love you Michael. I love you
so much.

Michael: I'll wait for you.....

Michael's hand dropped and he let go.
He died that night on the football
feild.
Sarah cried for 2 months straight.
Sarah was lying on her bed when her
dad walked in.

Dad: Honey, it's been 2 months. Please
get up. He would want you to have fun
and be happy.

Sarah: I know..

Dad: Guess what.

Sarah: What?

Dad: They are building a new stadium.
Isn't that great honey? Come on, I
want you to come with me before they
tear the old one down.

Sarah got up and went with her dad to
the field.
They climbed to the top of the
bleachers and looked down.

Sarah: It's like it was just
yesterday. He was out there throwing
the football, making that touchdown.

Her dad wrapped his arms around her
and she began to cry.

Dad: I know baby., I know.

Then Sarah noticed something on the
feild.

Sarah: Whats that daddy? Look. (Sarah
pointed to the field)

Dad: Look like some flowers are
blooming.
Sarah: Oh my gosh, daddy! Stop them!
Don't let them tear this down! Please!
Michael planted me something.

Her dad ran down there and stopped
them.
Weeks later the flowers had bloomed.
Her and her dad went to look at them.
They were lillies that left a message
saying, "I Love You".


Sunday, December 03, 2006 8:49 PM


She speaks
it was pure madness today....
after church went home, change den go tesco...
hehe...went n window shopping a while...n bought a
blouse for cantata which cost not tat much la..hehe

den...after 2 hrs..went to jj..haha...
go look around n try clothes here n dere..
it was sales sales n sales!!!!whoopiii....
so cheap..haha...
but i bought a long skirt onie tat cost rm50 but den after
discount its onie rm15..haha..seeee...so cheappp..
after tat went to hav dinner at McD....=)
cool eh....shop whole day.....
now its 9pm..so...better get back to study...hehe

* * *

a whole week of day dreaming..
getting things which r not clear..
a whole day of hecticness
help ease my mind from u..
getting hurt, goin emoing
seems nth to u..
wish i cud jz let it go..
but if were meant to..
will see how it goes...



Yours truly,

With love♥


Just a simple girl living the life that she wants to.


With Loves,

1 Corinthians 13:4-7
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.


Scream Love,

Always Be Happy