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Wednesday, August 30, 2006 12:36 PM
ImPoRtAnCe oF fAmiLy n FreNs


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actually i dunno wat to say in tis post...well..
my dad called jz now...he said tat he misses us very much..
my mums in kl n my younger sis,well like a 12 yr old kid has her own stuff to do lor..
so my dad=alone..
sad to hear tat.. i do misses him too...
so after he called...thought of goin back..
but his goin to kedah for sum church outing...
so guess no point goin back??

haihz...well..in mlk,
students like me tat come from other states, have no parents to look after us here...
we have frens..but dey're not like ur parents.. haihz....

wat to do..wat to do...sobsob...

eventho u say things u din mean it..
after sumthing happens it open up ur eyes..
n see tat sum1 does misses u...
heh..

sayo~~


Sunday, August 27, 2006 5:29 PM


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2 pairs of twins

yesterday...was a great day...
after a whole week of skol...it was a nice day to
go out n hang out wif ppl...

well..went to mahkota yesterday..
watch monster house..kinda scary movie tho..haha
not really predictable la tat movie..
so..it was a nice movie..

den lepak arnd mp lor...
den came back home...
termeet my sis on the way back..
she goin frens hse so ma tag along oso lor..
if not me n elys will b left at home alone..
so tag lor...go makan at 6 wonders..
den come back ply dota...
haha...it was..er...nice for dem n crap for me..
haha..kena pawned like gila banyak..die so many times..
haihzzz.....

neway..yesterday was great...
abit tired but was fun lah...haha...

signing out..
sayo!!~~


Saturday, August 26, 2006 10:20 AM


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piggy piggy!!!...

so cute...i wan...sobsob

its actually my frens wan..haha

but i oso wan...huuhuu

haha


Thursday, August 24, 2006 11:05 PM
fast n furious!!~~


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hmm.. been thinking abt tis for the past few days..

how fast is how fast n how long is how long?

izzit fast to jump into it?

how long do we hav to wait?

hmmm..


Wednesday, August 23, 2006 7:08 PM
My first time~~


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everything has its first time..
so...its either we face it wif bravery or b a chicken n back off..
if we face it den slowly we will b..er..normal or ok wif it?
n if we back off..well..sooner or later we will hav to face it rite?

coming to melaka..lots of first timer things tat i hav nvr done b4..
yes i am nervous but hav to face it..
it gives me experience too..

watever tat happens sure has sum things behind it rite?
heh..


1:28 PM


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so...i cut my hair...n..got ne difference??hehe...sum ppl say i look nice sum ppl say i look lala...but..i liked my hair..haha...

neway..tis mornin woke up at 7...getting ready for class..mana tahu got very bad tummy pain....coz of tat was late for class...haihz...thought of not goin d..but its tutorial n need to pass up work..so ma go nia lo..lucky not pain d..haha

cf yesterday was great....good praise n worship...bro fook meang tok abt treasures n trials n sum other stuff...after tat go mam mam at infasha....had great fellowship wif the cfers....nice having dem arnd tho..hehe...

signing out..sayo~~


Tuesday, August 22, 2006 5:19 PM


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Wat is luv??

When u think of ur past luv, u may view it as a
failure. But when u find a new luv, u view da past
as a teacher.

In da game of luv, it doesn't really matter who won
or who lost. What is important is u know when to
hold on and when to let go!

U know u really luv sum1 when u want him or her
to be happy, even if his or her happiness means
that u're not part of it.

Everything happens for da best. If da person u love
doesn't luv u back, don't be afraid to luv sumone
else again, for u'll never know unless u give it a try.

U'll never luv a person u love unless u risk for luv.

Luv strives in hurting. If u don't get hurt, u don't
learn how to luv.

Luv doesn't hurt all da time. Though da hurting is
still there to test u, to help u grow.

Don't find luv, let luv find u.

That's why it's called falling in luv bcoz u don't
force urself to fall.U just fall.

U cannot finish a book without closing its
chapters. If u want to go on, then u have to leave
da past as u turn da pages.

Luv is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a
single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we
are always learning, discovering and growing.

Da greatest irony of luv is letting go when u need
to hold on and holding on when u need to let go.

We lose sum1 we love only when we are destined
to find sum1 else who can luv us even more than
we can luv ourselves.

When luv fails, take some time to heal and then
get back on da horse. But don't ever make da
same mistake of riding da same one that threw u
da 1st time.

To luv is to risk rejection; to live is to risk dying, to
hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken bcoz
da greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing!

To reach for another is to risk involvement, to
expose ur feelings is to expose true self; to luv is
to risk not to be loved in return.

How to define love: fall but do not stumble, be
constant but not too persistent, share and never be
unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but
never keep da pain.

Luv is like a knife. It can stab da heart or it can
carve wonderful images into da soul that always
last for a lifetime.

Luv is supposed to be da most wonderful feeling. It
should inspire u and give u joy and strength. But
sumtimes da things that give u joy can also hurt u
in da end.

Loving people means giving them the freedom that
they choose to be and where they choose to be.

For all the heartaches and da tears, for gloomy
days and fruitless years, u should give thanks, for
u know, that there were da things that helped u
grow.

Loving sumone means giving him da freedom to
find his way, whether it leads towards u or away
from u.

Luv is a painful risk to take but da risk must be
taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then
you'll experience da fullness of humanity and that
is luv.

Only luv can hurt ur heart, fill u with desire and tear
u apart. Only luv can make u cry and only luv
knows why.

If u are not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take
da risk, if u're not ready to feel da pain, then you're
not ready to fall in love.

There was a time in our lives when we became
afraid to fall in love 'coz every time we do, we get
hurt, then I figured that's why it's called falling in
love.


Sunday, August 20, 2006 5:53 PM


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FFX-2 - 1000 Words (English)



I know that you're hiding things,
using gentle words to shelter me.
Your words are like a dream.
But dreams could never fool me,
Not that easily.

I acted so distant then,
Didn't say goodbye before you left.
But I was listening.
You'll fight your battles far from me.
Far too easily.

Save your tears, 'cause I'll come back.
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door.
But still I swore,
To hide the pain when I turned back the pages.
Shouting might have been the answer.
What if I cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart.
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart.

(Chorus)
'Cause a thousand words call out through the ages.
They'll fly to you.
Even though I can't see, I know they're reaching you.
Suspended on silver wings.
Oh a thousand words,
one thousand embraces,
will cradle you.
Making all of your weary days seem far away.
They'll hold you forever.

Oh a thousand words {A thousand words}
Have never been spoken {Oh, yeah}
They'll fly to you, they'll carry you home {Carry you home}
and back into my arms.
Suspended on silver wings {On silver wings}
And a thousand words
Call out through the ages {Call through the ages}
They'll cradle you {Oh yeah}
Turning all of your lonely years to only days {Only days}
They'll hold you forever.

Ooohhh...a thousand words...


Saturday, August 19, 2006 9:02 PM


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today..i went Shopping!!!..sista shopping...
got sales..but nvr buy nething ler..got la..file n stuff..
barang barang keperluan lah..
den...go makan sushi...yum yummmm~~!!so long din eat liao..
taste..so good...wahaha...

went for church practise..but im not practising ler..
go learn tambourine..
nice...hehe...fun oso..but hand pain ler....
after learning go makan..
n im here now...at home.....alone wif elys..
sien beh si...aha....
tired but..nice...wonderful day oso..hehe


Friday, August 18, 2006 6:52 PM


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im feeling very tired...
y??i myself dunno..
because of assigments?
well..my human development assigment has finish n already passed up..
wat summore?
worry abt studies??
accounts..hmm..accounts...need to get help liao...
wat else?
dun noe...nvm...i'll let Him handle it..
i jz.....try not to b so stress..
winkx*


6:45 PM


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yesterday cg...was great..well...my cg planned to go to town to celebrate wayne's belated b'day but den up we hav not enuff car..
so, we crash in the Uh~ cg..

wat we do dere??
we make sandwhiches...haha...n it was good...got tuna, mayo yummy...,ham, chicken n lotsa other good n delicious stuff..
after tat we had.........tadah!!! ice creams.........yum yum yummy~~~~!
it was a fulling n great meeting n every1 jz sit arnd watchign slyvester n wayne play ps2..
din go to town coz every1 was full..haha..
it was great..haha

aiYo cg rocks...


Wednesday, August 16, 2006 10:10 PM


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hmm..shud i cut my hair or not??????hmm..comments???ne??hahah


cut like her????haha...dream on.....


10:24 AM


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haiz....feeling clumsy dis few days...makin ppl angry n pissed of coz up my dumbness....haihz...y la i so...so....haihz.....

neway..yesterday was hd test...ok onie lor..after tat join the cf for the games... tak pasai pasai go dere hav to run 3 rounds round the field...my goodness....so long din run d..lucky nth happen..haha.. exams r gone..next up..assigments......better finish dem up..haha..

ytd oso kinda bad day..got locked up in the hse...key in the room but i 4got n i locked the room door n when i went to the door...oh crap....shrugs*...im locked up in the middle...haihz... clumsy clumsy....haha...neway was saved by solly...haha.....

kk..tats all...wanna sleep...nitez...


Tuesday, August 15, 2006 5:12 PM


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haihz...yesterday whole day kenot on9....ish...geram oooooooo...haihz...

well..today is the last paper for my mid term exam...study is study ler..but...scared cant do..heh...

last nite had a bad dream abt a robber chasing after me n i kena stabbed...woke up very tired n sweaty...ish...spoil my sleep nia......heh..

neways...life still great here lah...haha..

kk..study study study~~~


Sunday, August 13, 2006 4:22 PM


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these r just random pics..feel like posing up nia..haha


taken during cf orientation nite at cf


during my 18th bday party at a beach


the prefects in my skol..


the gang...

church today spoke abt frens.. thinking abt tat kinda miss my gang..eventho we did meet up but not many ppl turn up...cant hang out oso coz bz..but neways..

wherever u guys r..u guys r still frens n the best eventho sum of dem sux..haha..no ler..u guys r great...thx for 'supporting' n cared for me..heh..luv ya guys..muackx**


2:16 PM


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went to jonker last nite..go n hunt for bags..haha...my bag spoil d o..not spoil la jz..old liao.. so ma go look for new bag lor..after a while got a bag...rm20 nia..billabong..haha...


after tat go watch movie...ant bully...its a nice story lah...shud go n watch..onie deres sum part where its memang impossible la...like the boy carrying a wasps tat is so much bigger than him n climbing the pole like an ant..haha..but altogether..its ok..haha...


Saturday, August 12, 2006 3:27 PM


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im Home!!!!!!!! melaka......hehe... start jouney at 8 reach at 2.30..hmm izzit fast?? mayb..haha reen drove the whole way...ok oso ler...

neway..k..wat i did during mid term break? went shopping n...guess nth more..rot at home ni.. played game whole day...eat dads cooking..still nice as ever..haha..

~~~~hmm...~~~~ im speechless....

sumtimes..i wonder..............


Thursday, August 10, 2006 12:01 AM


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wondering wondering..pondering n pondering....wat m i thinking??i dunnoo...
mind very full of stuff which i dunno wat..haihzz...


Wednesday, August 09, 2006 11:25 PM


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yo.....hehe..miss me???well..i do miss u...er..i dunno who..wahaha

middle of the holidays now...dunno wat to do...went out shopping like mad yesterday..haha..

kk..got tis game from a fren..u have to describe 8 things u want to hav in ur ideal lover and at the end of the game u have to tag 7 other ppl who have a blog or watsoever la..so here it goes..

1.fun to be with
2.dun angry so fast
3. noes how to cook...optional la..haha
4. noes how to tok
5.frenly
6. luvs me for who i m
7.cute??haha...hav to admit tat..wahaha
8.responsible??noes how to take care himself n other ppl..

hehe..ok..so here i tag
1.louis
2.elys
3.reen
4.grace teoh
5.andrew
6.sullivan
7. jin wang

but...for now...still looking but not desperate..haha...will come when it come..God will provide..haha...

choaz~~!


Monday, August 07, 2006 12:40 PM


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im HOME!!!!.....wahaha....miss home...but den..

its diff from penang from wat i see la..
its busier den melaka definetely..
miss ma frens but din get to go out wif dem..
but..its ok..had fun last nite tho..
went out wif sum alphas tat came down from melaka..

hse no streamyx..so very ma fan..
hav to use stupid dial up..but at least got internet rite..
so cant complain much..haha...

neway..gonna go back to melaka on sat or sun..not sure..
sum part cant wait to go back sum part still wanna stay here..
miss my parents much...eventho dey still nag but.its cool..haha..
my parents r cool...tats it..haha..miss ya guys....swtswt

choaz~~~!!


Saturday, August 05, 2006 1:50 AM


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its been a bad but great day..

had 2 exams today which are business maths n econs..
it was ok la...do is can do ler..but..
haihzz...heh..nvm pass up paper d..cant do nething..
finals have to study harder..heh..

after exam got mlk camp commitee metting..
get the theme for the camp d...yeah..
nonit worry so much liao..haha...
next need to design the shirt nia..haihz...me n jan sen incharge..
me..not so creative but will try to design ler..haha

after meeting went out wif sum frens..
went to sum place n the a'famosa fort oso..the st paul hill i think..
thinking abt history it seems nice..but yet..
i wonder will tis history last..

technology r coming up fast..
n history is a nono for youngsters now adays..
tis historical place eventually makes me get interested in history..
is better viewing or dunno la better den reading from the text book..
heh..

well..gtg..wanna sleep liao...nitezz


Friday, August 04, 2006 12:14 AM


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how can everything b so wrongggggggggggggggggggggggg??????????wahhhhhhhh..... dunno ler dunno ler....haihzz..

thought so i'll screwed it up...haihz.........*falls flat n faint*


Thursday, August 03, 2006 5:59 PM


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12:08 AM


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to be or not to be.........??

but its surely better tis way..i hope...=)


Wednesday, August 02, 2006 12:14 PM


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ohhhh crap....eng is sooo GG..wat to say...wat to say... the grammer??sumtihng tat i learn during high skol but not so important..n now is like...whoa!!!...hav to learn n it IS important.....wahhhh!~!~!~

im blogging while studying accounts..hope accounts exam will not let me tiao lao....heh...hmm.. y do i keep on saying die die now adays...choi....dowan die yet.....

let me see...accounts...lec toking infront..can understand..go back do exersices....blank*..ish...
haihz..wat to do..wat to do..

hmm...do u feel like when theres a time when u think u got lotsa frens..but dey just r not urs eventho dey r infront of u?? =.=

hmm...being a fren to sum1 is much better den being his lover???i think so...or...mayb not??nvm..
o.O



Yours truly,

With love♥


Just a simple girl living the life that she wants to.


With Loves,

1 Corinthians 13:4-7
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.


Scream Love,

Always Be Happy